6/1/22
tonight while nursing Hunter, lying in bed side by side with him, instead of his usual arm’s length position, he rolled even closer to me and flung his top arm around my side (his bottom arm was already touching my ribs on the other side). made me feel so in love with him; i put down my phone and rested that hand on his back and lay still and quiet with him in the dark, trying to soak up the moment as much as possible.
6/5/22
I noticed that I only get sleep in my eyes when I wake up from a night when R takes the baby overnight, probably cause when I have the baby, he doesn’t let me sleep long enough to form sleep in my eyes.