9/28/20
“That we are all connected. To think that there is any amount of distance where something bad can be happening to someone else, and we are safe from it—I think that’s more dangerous than the pandemic itself.”
– Kempis Songster of Amistad Law Project, Philadelphia from podcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/move-it-forward/id1532219362
9/30/20
started praying this last night:
pls give me whatever i need to never fail him. Anything I’m lacking, let it now start to be silently filled, so that when the time comes, I have no weak spots- so that he can fall anywhere onto me, and I can hold him up completely. please. Anything I need to lose—any ego, pride, any belief, habit or ideology that could hinder me from fully supporting him—let it now start to leave me. bend me. shape me. make me perfect. make me beautiful.
10/2/20
Yesterday it was around dusk when we went to see a house and when we turned onto its street, we saw one deer standing right in the middle of the street, staring at us, who then crossed the street and joined another deer on a lawn, they were a pair. they kept staring at us lol, and me and R kept staring at them. They looked more scared of us, but we were entranced at them. Their ears twirled and pricked at every little noise. They had big bodies, their middles were wide with bulk. And then R just turned the wheel to pull up in front of the house, and there was another one, a big one, like right on the lawn lol, staring at us too, R paused the car for us to stare back, and then he walked away, off the lawn. None of them had antlers. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a deer w antlers before. And later R said he thought it was a good sign, seeing all the deer. : )
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