generosity

3/5/25

maybe i can MAKE a bridge for him to cross.  

It’s the prettiest thing when Hunter laughs when he first gets up in the morning. Ear to ear grins, unbridled laughter at seemingly nothing. It’s like the most beautiful thing in the world.

taking more showers now in efforts to mitigate pollen. 

even though the A2 milk is not a miracle, I do notice that I can have just one bowl of cereal with it, and have no to low digestive symptoms. This is still really great compared to regular milk. I just can’t overdo it (example: have a bowl of cereal and also have other stuff with milk in it all day for the rest of the day).

told R about my need for more separateness so that we could come together. he seemed to understand. i mentioned things like getting on different trains when we go somewhere…i think he understood. it was really brief because i couldn’t even really put into words what i wanted or was trying to say. we’ll see what happens.

3/7/25

yesterday, R was eating the breakfast bread i made and offered me a plate. i said “just save me two.” when i was hungry later, i looked in the oven and he’d saved me three. 

then today, we stopped at a gas station and before he went in, he asked if i wanted anything, i said no. And he came back with a coconut water for me. i just love him so much, that he’s like this. it’s one of the reasons i married him.