dimples at every knuckle

2/14/22

a few days ago, woke up to popped blood vessel in inner corner of left eye, i guess just from lack of sleep (it’s still there). mom took hunter for one night this weekend and i slept like the dead that night, never waking once, with no dreams or memory of it at all.

2/15/22

his hands are so fat, he has dimples at every knuckle now.

2/17/22

my goals have gotten very simple these days. Like today, in the afternoon, my goals were to 1) eat; and 2) close all the windows in the house.  if I can get all my goals done, I actually feel satisfied, because there’s only so much I can do with the baby.

feeling really clear headed tonight – i think  cause i got to nap an hour in the afternoon , and maybe also the weather (warm)

2/18/22

he’s started meeting my gaze from across the room and grinning at me like we share a secret. even though he can’t talk yet (just starting to say “mama ” sometimes) i feel a lot more connected to him just bc of this.